Who said everyone on this planet has to be productive? Some of us, choose to be lazy everyday and make no difference.
It’s a choice. A complete choice. You understand that nobody likes you for being such a douchbag yet you can’t knock yourself out. Why? I don’t know. My life is like a dystopian film. I know it’s ending soon with a bizarre conclusion. Regardless of whatsoever is going on and how many troubles I am being carried out, I won’t move an inch.
It happens most often. Sometimes, when I got stuck in Traffic with bicycle or I face trouble passing the road because of people’s reluctant behaviour to Traffic Rule, I simply get down from my cycle and start walking. Sometimes, I even cross the utmost limit. You can’t even guess what I do. I throw away the cycle like a rock in pond like it doesn’t matter. I don’t even have a cycle of my own, I use someone else’s. However, no act of responsive behaviour comes from me. Wow. Quite a pathetic story.
Now tell me, what will I do with myself? Shall I throw myself in the trash? I feel like so. If there’s anything alive on this planet and not making any difference — that’s me. Yeah. A complete piece of shit. And that feels weird. I can’t get outta this.
Are you telling me to consult with a psychiatrist? Do you even think it will work? Naah. It actually doesn’t. Some people are soooo worthless, I think they shouldn’t live. I am not talking outta depression, I am being 100% legit, here. I should be thrown away in the trash because me no good at anything.